Drove past Riverbend parking lot yesterday for the first time in ,,well,,,forever. Odd,,,I felt nothing. Well,,not quite nothing. But nothing really. Can't remember the last time I was there. Don't really want to try.

Life with Robert is good. Comfortable. Predictable at times,,but in a good way. Spent a day planting roses in his back yard. Getting dirty,,working hard,,,together. As it should be. Discovering new places together. Our places. No history places. Weekends to Bandera,,together. In public. Nice. Perfect Valentines. A good man. My man.

Going to find sun today. Play iguana. Thaw some of the ice from my soul.