The Wife Speaks,,
"Don't kid yourself slut. He doesn't think of you EVER and all the things he ever said to you were to insure your availability. His words. Being the whore that you are I'm sure you bought it all. His only concern now is saving his marriage and he is doing everything humanly possible to keep me. His choice. You were nothing more than a fuck. His words also. You knew he would never leave me but yet you kept trying. You are pathetic. I wish I could say I feel sorry for you but I don't. My only hope for you is that you will rot in hell where you belong. By they way, what's wrong with you physically and/or mentally that you can only find married men to fuck you? There has to be something wrong if no man really wants you. Mike never wanted you for anything more than that and you know it. He told you many many times. How dense must you be not to have believed him. He knows you fell in love with him, which he never wanted. You did it all to yourself. According to Mike, you never really knew him. You only knew what he chose to let you see. Why, because you were only a fucking tool for a man with a sexual addiction. Again, his words. So, if you think your dreams are telling you something important you might want to get your head examined. "She disgusts me!" His words.By the way, I know all about what Z did. We had a long talk. You might also like to know that he too said you were short, fat, and ugly; a real whore. (Ha! Ha!) "
posted by just me | 7:56 PM
5 Comments:
Goodness you have an admirer don't you? Did she not read his entries to you? Is she blind? Stupid? Or one of those women that is so desperate to be married, so insecure and consumed with her own feelings of inadequacy that she can only feel good about herself by trashing others? An educated guess(PhD level educated if you are curious) is that she is herself a borderline attractive, frigid, egotistical, self-centered and very frightened woman that has no love except for herself and is hanging on for dear life to the only human being that has ever loved her. Abandonment issues galore. As for this "Z" person I would guess he said what she wanted to hear to protect himself. Small man. If it makes you feel better he probably has a small penis too. Most insecure men do. Keep writing though. You've fascinated me for years.
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it's clear he is thinking of you and she is pissed about it.
OTOH... she is desparate she is losing him to you and your memory.
clearly he loves you best. If he didn't she would not be here battling you....
YOU WIN.
I agree with parts of what the other commentors have said. I think "the wife" certainly deserved her voice to be heard. I'm curious about the venom she spews though. Possibly she hasn't read all of your entries over the years and known that you did not want him to leave her. At least that was always my understanding. You seemed to want him to stay with her but continue to be with you as well. A rather difficult position for him but one he managed quite well for a number of years. I also find it difficult to believe that after all that the two of you did together he would not ever think of you. She hasn't had him in some freaked out overzealous religious brainwashing therapy has she? One other thing I have wondered, has she allowed him to have sex with her? Would she let his "contaminated" member anywhere near her sacred body? Especially with the fondness for anal sex that you two shared? My guess is she made him boil it first if she did consent to some pristine marital sex.
It sounds to me like she won and you lost. If he loved you more he would have left her when she found out, and based on one of your previous writings, it sounds like she did read everything. I think you need to get on with your life and leave him in the past.
She deserves to have her say, sadly for her she did not make the most of it. The first thing she needs to do is blame someone else, relationships break down long before unfaithfulness. All is fair in love and war, go for your dreams follow your heart and never your head...
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